What I desire is to be high. To smoke my ganja and drift away into that comfort. In Colorado it is perfectly legal for me to do so; however, with my disability still pending, I cannot smoke a bit. So, I am left to drinking. I mix vodka with my coffee.
It is funny that In the state I love in it is perfectly legal to smoke, but I cannot in fear of damned piss tests should I need to look for work. And yet I can drink my self into a drunken stooper every night and no employer would care.
It makes little sense to me. I long to get high, as it's much safer than getting drunk and yet here I am. Drinking hot coffee mixed with with Vodka.
I want to be comfortably numb.
Help.
No comments:
Post a Comment